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November 23 im back!Hi all after a long and confusing time away im finaly back to tell you all about my coming out to my girlfriend.
It didnt go as i hoped, which was she'd love it and we would live hapily ever after! There is a broad range of acceptance to crossdressing from partners, ranging from you freak to ooo get ya knickers on and lets shag. Julie was at one extreme of that, unfortunatley for me the wrong end :( she thinks im a freak. For a few months i wished i neve told her. It seems all i did was add more problems to the mix rather than sharing and easing one. The talks were about am i a man do i want to live a normal life are u gay. i understand her completley and tried to be as honest as i could be. it really wasnt a good time for me and i often very nearly came close to moving in with my best female friend who is at the other end of that acceptance range,she wants to shag the knickers of me! i was ready to f*@k the world and take the plunge into a life of sliky smooth skin and equaly silky clothes :) to be honest i am still very close to that as i type. only my 2 boys stop me, if i could see into the future and know if they would accept me as lisa i wouldnt esitate to go the whole way towards my dream of Lisa for ever! i know id be a good mum.
I have to go now,but ill be back soon.
Hugs n stuff
Lisa xxxxx April 05 im out im out!!finaly after all these years i am out to the closest person in my life!
Julie now knows all about Lisa!!
Yipppeeee!!! :)
more blogs to come to let you know how and why it happened!
Hugs n stuff
xxxxLisaxxx January 27 close call!i came the very closest i ever came to getting caught apart from when my sister joined the police force and i couldnt resist the uniform and eneded up getting locked to the table but thats another story :D i nearly came out and very nearly did. i had accepted myself and wanted her to find me. phew!
xx January 13 get over the monday bluesby not going to work and spending the day as Lisa!
Does the trick for me everytime :D
just need a quick shop for a top to go with my new outfit. then laze the day away untill the afternnon where i can drive to town and have a wander. Cant wait!
hopefully ill remember to take some pics.
xxxx
January 10 more more moooreeeIm having a crossdressing overload!!
When my wardrobe is available the more i dress and the more i want to be fully dressed full time.
Im thinking more and more about just doing it, telling everyone who cares to know that i am really Lisa and im living a lie.
ever since i watched ZeitGeist movie i have realised this life is a ride and i can choose to get of it if i so wish. It told me the truth will set me free and do you know what, it as! I would recomend watching this film to anyone.
hopefully have some more pics up soon, when i get my look right :)
xxx December 25 i can dress again!for a while at least .. i put boards up in my out building and i can now dress in there! dresses tonight and went for a long walk in the rain. a hundres people must of seen me but i dont care i was happy :D
cant wait for my next opputunity!
Merry christmas one and all!
xxx December 24 couldnt resist it!xmas time is a great exscuse to browse around the womens clothes department without causing to much concern, im not the only fella buying items for his girlfriend ;)
Had to do a bit of late night shopping at tesco i got myself some nice brown stilleto boots £10! a simple beige alterneck dress/top size 10! and a matching black and white lace bra and knicker set. i had to park up and change :p just had to!
merry xmas!
xxx
December 23 merry christmas everyone!Hope santa brings u all everything you want.
if he brings me what i want ill have an alternate world to live in where i can be lisa! and a world where the private banks dont print our money out of thin air! ie bank of england! dont belive me? www.moneyreformparty.org.uk go to that site and have a look around if it makes sense watch a docu called money masters on you tube or google video. 2008 could be the year we actually head towards zero national debts for all countries including the so called 3rd world! this is one world one love!
and a happy new year!
xxx July 17 i got them!ive ordered my first pair of breasts :p from boosom friends and cant wait for them to come!
i had a nice payout from a poker game and have some spare cash for shopping!
gonna get stocked up because augast is coming and im gonna be a girl for a week again!! wo0t!
ps been looking at Vichy Dermablend products, anyone use these and have you any comments?
lisa xx July 08 nottingham girls!where are you all?
i need help putting on false eyelashes .. cus there a bitch to put on!!
anyone got any tips?
thinking about buying a pair of breasts :p anyone suggest a good stockist of quality breasts :D
im just blabbering because i like this blog thing.
xxxxxx July 01 quick dressingIm mastering the art of dressing fully and undressing when my girlfriend goes to bed. last night was my personal best time. 1 hour 30 mins to dress, do make up and hair. go for a little walk around the block. undress, makeup off and things ppacked away. all downstairs in the front room mirror. i thought if im going to get caught i may as well get caught properly :)
cant wait for my friend to come of her holidays. shes promised me a shopping trip for a new outfit. i cant wait!
the feeling of going shopping is almost as exciting as walking the streets fully dressed.
xxxxxx June 27 i cant stop telling people!i told my sisters best freind and my ex (its a long story :) about my cross dressing. since my failed attempt to tell my girlfriend ive ached to tell someone else. Andrea is an amazing friendly loving open minded person i have ever met and i knew she would completely understand. if not a little ammused by it. I was right she was totaly acceptent of it because she loves me so much. And was a little amused and also a litle turned on by it, which suprised even herself. i spent a whole day talking to her about it and she was genuinly interested in everything i had to say. she felt sorry for me to have to keep this inside for so long. any person listening to that conversation that day would have raised some eyebrows thats for sure :p
shes on holiday right now and i cant wait for her to get back, talking to someone openly about this is an amazing feeling. it saddens me my girlfriend wont accept it like andrea as. but maybe one day she can talk to me about it. i hope so!
bye for now xx
ps got another week of dressing coming up and hopefuly andrea is taking me to the BNO! dream come true "me crossess fingers" January 15 New wig and corset very soon!Yeah baby a brand new top of range wig and a 26 inch waist corset coming from doreens fashions very soon and i can wait !!
Come on post office bring me my box!
I will be adding photos as soon as i get them :)
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx October 21 I was a girl for a weekYes it happened - i was a girl for a week!
i locked my doors and feminised myself :)
shaved all those horrible hairs of except my brazilian of course ;)
painted my toe nails moisturised put on my nightie and watched a chick flick!
i have never felt so comfortable in the whole of my life!
i then looked through my wardrobe and proceeded to try everything i owned on!
I finished up with tanned lacy top stockings, knee high boots, denim skirt, matching white bra and panties, white blouse and a wrap around.
putting my make up on as become a moment to relish in its self, to watch the transformation from phil to lisa is amazing.
All that was left was the wig, as it went on i felt at ease with everything, i looked in the mirror and saw the real me, a woman!
i spent 4 hours walking aroung nottingham city centre that night. not a word was said to me, im hoping it was because i passed as a women and not people thinking omg keep away from that freak :)
either way i enjoyed it to the max and did 3 more times that week, loving every minuete of it.
i just wish i had someone to share it with.
i am seriously considering coming out to my girlfriend!
keep tuned for that 1 :p
July 27 My week of joyIn 2 weeks time ive got the whole house to myself
Im planning a full week of dressing and i caant wait!
Ill be taking many more pictures and venturing out into nottingham!
Wish me luck xx
ill tell you all about xx |
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